Because today not only did I not exercise without legitimate excuse, but I also cannot for the life of me think of anything interesting or meaningful to say.
Which equals DOUBLE fail.
Typically when I fail, I have the instant urge to lie about it in some way. Embellish, distract, distort- whatever. Even now, when the only actual consequence of said "failure" is the most negligible social form imaginable (like, seriously dude. your blog is not even a blip among BLOGS. that's how low on the importance scale we're talking), I'm still fighting the urge to make something more of it.
I just spent an hour trying to write a little on here about my struggle with telling the truth, but I just couldn't handle it.
Lying is just trying to control the world because I'm scared of what people will think about me and I want to control what they think about me.
That sort of sums it up.
Lying is just trying to control the world because I'm scared of what people will think about me and I want to control what they think about me.
That sort of sums it up.
Thanks for reading. Tomorrow, I'm gonna get sweating done, and write something thoughtful.
Indefatigable. Let's go.
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